I had a strange experience the other night. I had this one perfect - truly freeing moment - where I felt myself pull up from my body. I could see myself as a light-form, away from the flesh. It started what could only be considered a cascade of memory. (the dark man, the cave, the black water) I remember feeling fluid and warm all over. These memories, they came flooding back, rippling over my body in the shocks of "O". I wish I had shared my experience in that moment but I didn't. I kept my silence.
It has been sometime since I felt myself let go enough to feel those memories - that magic. I am always locking myself away - hiding beneath maternal sobriety.
I exist. I am still a spiritual self.
Please don't let it leave.
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